I loved it because I loved/love the girl. But I don't think it did much for her (according to her, I got better). It was kind of fast and I spent most of the time trying to run off to get a condom. I think if she hadn't been there, I would have tried it with my clothes on. Then again if she hadn't been there, it would have been nothing new, so I would have known what I was doing.
It hasn't been that long since my first encounter, what you have described sounds fairly normal. It may never be the ecstasy you are looking for but with practice, you will get better, last longer and enjoy it more.
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