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sky, It's been probably about... almost three months since her last relationship, and her last relationship? Well, it wasn't really much to rebound off. (She consciously avoided him, because she felt sorry for him in the way one feels sorry for a whipped puppy. There's alot more history there, but it's not really relevant right now.)
She's a fairly jumbled person in general, in terms of emotion and ideas. But still...
When I broke up with her, the first time around, it was because of my writing (which I take very, VERY seriously - my entire life revolves around it). I made her cry, which is a surprisingly hard thing to do. At that point, things were going fairly well for her.
Now, things are a living hell. Her parents are going through a potential divorce situation, as they have been for the last four decades. This time, it's apparently much more extreme that it has been any of the other times, and her dad's just got back into the house from his walking out. She used to be daddy's little girl, but since then... well, no more. The problem is that her mom thinks of her that way, so both parents think she's taking sides against them. A messy deal.
Then there's the whole "school" thing, with people (former "good friends") bitching behind her back. Friends fucking her over. The whole schpiel.
Yeah, she's a mess right now, and I don't blame her.
So the basic problem lies in this: I don't want to hurt her, but I don't want to destroy myself.
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