It sounds as though you may have some trust issues yourself. Why did you keep asking her if she had been with anyone else over and over again? If she told you no that really should have been good enough unless something else sparked the need to ask again other than your own distrust of her word. Granted there was a time she slept with someone else that you did not know about but perhaps she was just trying not to hurt you. After-all you did say that it happened 2 days after your first time and your first time as fuck buddies on top of that. Perhaps she was just scared to tell you after she fell in love with you because she had told you all this time that she hadn't. Perhaps her telling you now was a way of showing you that she is in love with you and ready to be honest.
I am not trying to defend her I am just trying to offer other points of view that may have been missed in all the emotional outpouring.
Good luck and I hope you are able to work through this if you really love her.
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