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The strange part of the whole situation is that she's tried this line before. She came back home after visiting her family in another country for 4 months and SHE was the one who couldn't hold out. So I guess that answers the question as to whether she enjoyed it or not. She had an orgasm almost every single time we had sex. She would get irritated whenever I suggested sex or started kissing and fondling her, but she had a great time when we actually got started with the sex.
We sort of broke up this morning over the issue. I can't be in a relationship where I feel guilty for wanting to show my love to her, but it isn't fair of me to demand sex either. Plus, I'll be leaving her in about 9 months, so I just thought it would be easy on both of us to go our separate ways. Maybe she'll find someone who won't be leaving as soon as he graduates and enjoy a relationship where she might feel that she can actually commit to him. I really want her to be happy. I don't know if I did the right thing by leaving.
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