Quote:
Originally posted by lurkette
It sounds like you were looking to recreate a family life you never had (which is a totally normal impulse) and maybe that's why this is hitting so hard, above and beyond the normal pain of a marriage breaking up.
|
I promise I read the whole post, I just wanted to address this part. I understand why you might think that, but I want to assure you I was never looking to recreate as in order to REcreate, it has to have been there at all. I was looking to CREATE a life for myself with her and, down the road, kids. You are right, tho, in that this is hitting be harder than perhaps most as I never, not for one single moment, ever stopped being in love with her. Not from the moment we met and not now. It's just so fscking hard because this only came up within the past month. She started expressing concerns and it just blossomed into ... this. And that leads me to my other response, to johnny:
Quote:
Originally posted by JohnnyMysto
I agree with Onetime and Vyk that you need communication and you need to talk out whatever's wrong in the marriage. If that doesn't help, I'd see a counsellor. But at the end of the day, she needs to stand by her word to you that she is yours for life.
|
I brought this fact up. I said that she broke that promise to always be there for and with me and all she could say was that she didn't feel this way then and that she was sorry. I'm telling you people, when I say this feels like I'm fighting a losing battle, I really mean it. This shxt is ripping my heart apart and all I am getting from her is "i'm sorry but I have to be true to myself" and that just isn't making anything in my world the least bit brighter right now.
[loveis]evilmatt