Vinny, good luck with your depression, I think the most important thing here is that you need to recognize that you have to affect certain changes in your life (like cutting down the smoking) to become happier.
You sound almost worried or depressed about going to school...the great thing about school is that you can totally reinvent yourself there...new people to meet who have little to no idea about your past, it's a place to start fresh.
Good luck.
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