Some people are depressed because of a chemical imbalance in their brain, but odds are you just arent motivated enough yet to change your life. Stop drinking and smoking pot, they definatly dont help any. Go out and meet people. Go to clubs, take up dancing or something (just stay away from the drugs and booze until you get your shit straight). At least get some kind of cheap hobby weither it be going to a gym, running (fitness increases self-esteem, which you seem to be lacking), or something else. Find a roommate and stop living at home, your parents probably love you, but parents always want you to be their little kid and they will always treat you like so while you live at home. Also doesnt give them anything to hang over your head.
If it comes down to it, join the military. They will pay for college, you get a steady paycheck, and you have free medical/dental benefits.
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