Extremly depressed........
I'm 18 and I have a problem with depression. Its been with me my whole life and its caused some major problems. For one I used to act like a moron and a dick so now I have close to no friends. Second of all I'm a 18 year old man and I have never really had contact with girl. I have done some touching but, I have never had a g/f so, I have'nt done stuff like kissing or even holding hands. I work at a tire shop and I lift heavy car wheels all day and then I dont have anything else to do. I dont have anything to make my life worth living. I used to smoke alot of weed but, I slowed down now. I lift these wheels all day and now I have pretty big arms but, I still cant get girls. I dont know what to do anymore. I just have nothing at all besides a few friends and my family. I dont talk to either one of my brothers and I dont talk to my parents. I just dont know what to do or where to turn. What could I do to make my life change? I cant live like this anymore. Theres got to be some way I can make somthing out of my life. So, if you were a 18 year old guy would wanted to have some actual fun what would you do?
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