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ok an update of sorts... I havent given in, im still standing my ground, largly b/c ive been keeping super busy. Its still really hard though. the days are getting a little easier, but the nights are still pretty lonely, its been over a week already. I have to admit though that i have briefly spoken to him (online for like 2 minutes) which is exactly what i didnt want to do but it kinda did make me feel a little better that i know hes ok and that i know hes still thinking about me. Is it bad that i even chatted with him like that? should i COMPLETELY be "separated" from him? Ive never been in a situation like this and could use a little advice. Oh and btw, i could still use any encouragement our female population has to offer!
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