Don't give in!
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Don't call!
Girl.....you are so strong for doing what you are doing. Take the advice given to you - go treat yourself, have fun and be happy. Don't give in to the "night demons" when you are lonely. When that happens just come to TFP and pm one of us....we'll talk you out of your doldrums in no time!