VinnyWS6

I'm 18 and I have worked at this tire store for about 5 months. This place sells tires but, they alse fix broken cars. I went in there and said I want a job and the owner hired me on the spot. The owner was really cool. Him and his brothers own the shop. Well, today didn't start out good. I was driving a VW Jetta and i floored it driving down a alley and my boss' brother yelled at me. Then I was driving a Ford Tarus and I was backing up and I hit a Cadillacs bumper and I paniced and hit the gas more. ANd the bumber of the caddy wipped out the side of the car I was driving. I stoped and as soon as I got out, my boss was right there. He knew I fucked up the car. He was just standing there and I was just standing there next to this fucked up car. ANd he just said "Go home, get out of here" I cant belive a HUGE part of my life is gone. I'm such a loser and I considered the mechanics at this shop as my friends. Basicly all day I would help out two guys. They treated me so nicely. I swear no one was as nice to me. Everyone there was nice to me. AND I have no one to really talk to cause I have no friends. But, these guys would listen to me all day. I cant belive i fucked up. Now, my life is nothing. I dont do anything besides smoke alot of weed. But, working there made my life something. I was the whole shops assistant. I was always busy and helping people out. I would work so hard for these people. And now its all gone! What the fuck!? I cant do anything right. So, to all my "friends" at Northshore firestone. Fcuk, I cnat belive I'm crying over this shit. _But, my coworkers were my only true friends I had. And now I'm, afriad to show my face at the same place I worked at for 4 months.