everyone has some sort of eatting disorder of whatever degree. eatting too much, not enough, only specific things, not eating even though you are hungry.
blame it on what/who ever you want but everyone wants to be one of the "beautiful" people
i like food, actually eating food is enjoyable, its mental, chemicals and stuff. whatever, just have to work on accepting yourself ..and others for who they are.
as for chicks, if i get to see her naked, shes perfect