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Blunt · 07-18-2003, 01:09 AM

What are your thoughts on it?

I've come to the conclusion that I am one, for the past like 8 months i've been on these diet pills that reduce your appetite GREATLY. I hate thinking it, or even this lifestyle, but it's true.

What makes myself sticking to it is that I have lost alot of weight in the time I started. These pills, I am able to go days on end without eating, and when i do eat, most of the time i'm not even hungry, its just a natural habbit that humans have to chew and swallow something.

Not only physically does it screw you up, but mentally too, being full is always horrible to me, and the only time i feel right is when i'm running on an empty stomach. The pills I take make my body think i'm full.

This is horrible. I'd go like 4 days without eating, then eat for a few days, then again. I know this is fucking my body up. I'm not even bone thin either, nor am I thin.

Its pathetic when people ask me how I lost so much weight, i always tell him "I run alot". Bullshit, through out this whole time i've only ran a few times.

You can see my thread asking about working out, because that is the only way I beleive I can start being normal, but not eating and just taking these pills is just so easy, no extra effort is needed.

Right now I've gone two days without eating and can't seem to sleep right now, so i have to work in 4 hours with no food or sleep because I plan on all nighting it. I will be a mess tomorow.

Sorry, i needed to vent. I've never told people this.

So to wrap it up, i guess I should say diet pills DO work, and I do not wish anybody to take them, they are not worth it. I am accually waiting on the day that my body fucks up incredibly.

Not good at all..

Sorry guys.

gxman · 07-18-2003, 01:22 AM

try to wean youself off them and try to ease youself into running.

I too have gone multiple days without eating, and I dont' see how you can continue to do it, I get really weak and tired when I do.

Blunt · 07-18-2003, 01:32 AM

Yeah, usually i don't do enough work to make myself be tired, usually i laze around, but at work its harsh, whenever i like crouch and come back up it feels like i'm going ot pass out

I'm going to see if i can get at least a few hours of sleep here.. I hope I don't sleep in for work.

MacGnG · 07-18-2003, 10:28 PM

everyone has some sort of eatting disorder of whatever degree. eatting too much, not enough, only specific things, not eating even though you are hungry.

blame it on what/who ever you want but everyone wants to be one of the "beautiful" people

i like food, actually eating food is enjoyable, its mental, chemicals and stuff. whatever, just have to work on accepting yourself ..and others for who they are.

as for chicks, if i get to see her naked, shes perfect

Mael · 07-19-2003, 03:47 PM

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Originally posted by MacGnG
as for chicks, if i get to see her naked, shes perfect

amen brotha!

07-18-2003, 01:09 AM	#1 (permalink)
Blunt Upright	Anorexia What are your thoughts on it? I've come to the conclusion that I am one, for the past like 8 months i've been on these diet pills that reduce your appetite GREATLY. I hate thinking it, or even this lifestyle, but it's true. What makes myself sticking to it is that I have lost alot of weight in the time I started. These pills, I am able to go days on end without eating, and when i do eat, most of the time i'm not even hungry, its just a natural habbit that humans have to chew and swallow something. Not only physically does it screw you up, but mentally too, being full is always horrible to me, and the only time i feel right is when i'm running on an empty stomach. The pills I take make my body think i'm full. This is horrible. I'd go like 4 days without eating, then eat for a few days, then again. I know this is fucking my body up. I'm not even bone thin either, nor am I thin. Its pathetic when people ask me how I lost so much weight, i always tell him "I run alot". Bullshit, through out this whole time i've only ran a few times. You can see my thread asking about working out, because that is the only way I beleive I can start being normal, but not eating and just taking these pills is just so easy, no extra effort is needed. Right now I've gone two days without eating and can't seem to sleep right now, so i have to work in 4 hours with no food or sleep because I plan on all nighting it. I will be a mess tomorow. Sorry, i needed to vent. I've never told people this. So to wrap it up, i guess I should say diet pills DO work, and I do not wish anybody to take them, they are not worth it. I am accually waiting on the day that my body fucks up incredibly. Not good at all.. Sorry guys. __________________ Yeah.. I can't get a picture to work at my sig.. .. ahh, so you're stuck with this.

07-18-2003, 01:32 AM	#3 (permalink)
Blunt Upright	Yeah, usually i don't do enough work to make myself be tired, usually i laze around, but at work its harsh, whenever i like crouch and come back up it feels like i'm going ot pass out I'm going to see if i can get at least a few hours of sleep here.. I hope I don't sleep in for work. __________________ Yeah.. I can't get a picture to work at my sig.. .. ahh, so you're stuck with this.

07-18-2003, 01:22 AM	#2 (permalink)
gxman Loser	try to wean youself off them and try to ease youself into running. I too have gone multiple days without eating, and I dont' see how you can continue to do it, I get really weak and tired when I do.

07-18-2003, 10:28 PM	#4 (permalink)
MacGnG Know Where!	everyone has some sort of eatting disorder of whatever degree. eatting too much, not enough, only specific things, not eating even though you are hungry. blame it on what/who ever you want but everyone wants to be one of the "beautiful" people i like food, actually eating food is enjoyable, its mental, chemicals and stuff. whatever, just have to work on accepting yourself ..and others for who they are. as for chicks, if i get to see her naked, shes perfect