It's hard to turn her down because it's familiar and comfortable. What makes you think this time will be any different? Have you told her how you feel about it?
Honestly, in my opinion, get out, meet other women. You're 18, you have years to figure out who you want to be with. Even if you don't think you're being used and it's great being together, you can't deny that you get pretty damned hurt every time she wanders off. Is she really worth it?
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