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She won't stay gone!!!
First off, I'm not totally sure about the placement of this thread. My problem has nothing to do with sex, yet in Tilted Living it plainly states to post relationship threads in Tilted Sexuality. So mods, feel free to move this thread as you see fit.
OK, now to the problem. My ex-girlfriend and I were in the most serious relationship either of us has ever had. Now, I am young indeed(18), but it was still a serious relationship. She is a person who acts on impulse, and we would get into fights and break up every now and again. And that would last about two days, because she would just get overly emotional, and realize it had been a mistake. But one time, she told me she was totally serious about it being over. One week later, she wrote me a freeverse poem confessing her love and all this stuff. She swore she'd change and wouldn't act on impulse anymore. So I took her back. Everything went great for two months, and then out of the blue, no fight or anything, she left me again. We've been broken up for a month or so now, and guess who's back? Yup, we talked on the phone for three and a half hours tonight, and we're going swimming together tomorrow. I guess I really do love her or something, because its so hard to turn her down. I know that this is probably not what I NEED, but its definitely what I WANT. There's just something about her. Help me, my TFP family.
Side note: Its not a possibilty that shes using me in anyway, if that is anyones first impression. And it should also be noted, that when we're together, it goes GREAT. We hardly ever fight, and theres no cheating at all, we are really happy.
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