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Consider this, a person is not the sum of their actions or how far they've progressed with the sex to which they are attracted.
I'm far from ugly, I'm very intelligent, and I still have problems talking to girls.
When I had not gone anywhere with a girl and felt about myself like you do now, I thought that it would all be better if I had sex (I was a virgin then). I thought I would feel better about myself. I didn't up end up feeling better in the long run, I actually ended up feeling worse. I began thinking that I was a loser because I wasn't having sex with girl after girl. It was just bullshit. External things like girls you don't know will not grant you absolute happiness or a high self-esteem.
Depression isn't going to make things any easier. Oh man, it skews your perception of things so much. You may or may not realize it at this point, but if you don't hopefully you will in time.
Pop quiz, hotshot: You walk into a restaurant and see a beautiful girl and hope that she waits you. Inside you rejoice that she does, but you notice that she avoids making eye contact with you. After your meal, she drops you off a note with a smiley face and the "hi" written on it. What do you do?
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