I totally agree with Bermuda. I have blown many an oppertunity with a girl and it pisses me off, makes me sad that I know I could have been happy and found love. But you cant waste your life dweling on the past. Just get out, meet new people and have some fun. Lifes too short to waste worrying about a girl from 7th grade (no offence). But I do know how you feel man, sometimes it hurts..
My advise would be to talk to some new girls in college.. Im sure you will find someone right for you.
Hope this helps
