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Just saw a thread on whether you would rather feel worse if a girl left you for another girl and turned lesbian, or left you for a guy. Now she hasn't left me for anyone but I know that she's bi, and I know that sometimes she does look at other girls that way and I read her online journal and she was talking about something and yeah I got pretty jealous. I just wanted to post again because I was just sitting here reading her journal while she was online not talking to me and I was starting to get...I don't know but it was kind of an angry feeling. Things have gotten better I think but this is one of my down days...I really just want to break something.
I still really want to be with here again though, but I don't know how that's going to turn out, I'm rambling now but I don't think it'll happen, she was bi while we were going out, now whenever I'm near here I get the vibe that she's not interested in me at all...or any other guy.
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