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you need to talk to a professional counselor/psych at least once. casually mentioning suicide and murder is not the healthiest frame of mind.
that being said. going back home is like pluging a black hole with a sink. there's just a bit too much disfunction going on there for a young adult with limited means to help. i would continue going to school, get a great job, find a supportive spouse and then you can deal with the situation from a position of relative strength.
good luck and i'm serious about finding someone to talk about this with who had more training than some po folks on tfp
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Unless you are the freakin Highlander, what is the point in learning how to fight with a sword?
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