Thanks you guys, that really helped a lot, basically I think I will just lay low for a while. I don't think I'll be pursuing a girl anytime soon though, not really up to it, her and I had a lot and would basically share everything together, I'm going to have to try and forget that now I guess, or at least get numb to the pain. I really thought though that she was the one, she even told me she thought I was, so I guess that's what hurt the most because I thought that too.
And about the blind date thing, it wasn't her idea at all (at least that's what she told me but I sort of believe her). Her friend set her up on one. This hurts the most I think because this is basically my first real real love and I lost it. Maybe she'll come around maybe she won't, but thanks you guys, I'll try not to worry about it too much and can now devote myself more into my other love, martial arts haha, now that I'm not on the phone with her everynight. Well thanks you guys, if anything drastic happens or I'm in another one of my slums I'll post.
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