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I used to be just like you kiddo..(Well minus the vagina and all)
I think a lot of this stems from a general apathy for life. Perhaps a change of environment is in order. I'm not saying leave ol' whatshisface.. but maybe get a haircut you like, try a new approach to things you normally do. go outside and read a book, or go walking around dusk. I know it's hot there, because we are practically neighbours.. but around 7 oclock or so it's pretty tolerable. Take someone and walk around the block, then try walking a little further the next time, then maybe go dancing one night, or perhaps some of that hiking, or DDR something.. If you start feeling better, then it doesnt really matter what you weigh..does it? I've found that like many things in life, the less you actually TRY to do something the more you're likely to succeed in it.; meaning.. the less you focus on the whole weight thing, and the more you get moving and doing things that make you feel better the more you're going to say "what the hell.. im going to the gym tonight" or " hmm.. im gonna walk to the store next time instead of driving" etc...I hope any of this helps you out.. and if you need to talk about anything.. you know how to reach me.
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