BlueBongo

Well.. here's my problem.
A)I'm lazy
B)I don't eat right, at all...
C)I lack serious motivation....

All of this leading to my insecurities within myself. I have high expectations and find myself doing nothing to reach those. I can't say I have a habit eating too much, or I have a weird affinity to food... but I just have an "I don't care" type attitude.

I dislike diets and often make excuses to doing things. For example, I love to go hiking... but it's too damn hot out when the sun is up... and most places don't allow night time hikes. When I get home from work/school I go right to studying or sitting my ass down to watch TV.

I'm really at odds with what I should do. I've been to a dietician.. but because of my lame insurance I will not be able to go back for regular visits. I'm wondering if my problem lies elsewhere with personal depression (over the way I look and feel) or what?

I would say I am a happy person. I have a decent life and yet I am always looking to make myself better.

Basically I am way too large and need to lose weight but I make so many excuses. I just don't know what to do and thought I would randomly post this for some advice.... I am wondering if I should get involved in some kind of community activity or something because I am just making myself larger by not caring.

That's my two cents. feel free to chime in because I just don't know what else to do.

I have so much potential... and I'm letting it go to waste being overweight.

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