cheshirecat

Man i just woke up from a dream (nightmare?) that really bothered me. I dont think a dream has ever really affected me like this after waking up, but this one leaves me with a shitty feeling in my gut. Anyhow, it starts somewhere with me hangin out with a friend's girlfriend. Which isnt uncommon at all, we do alot. To the point where it really bothers her boyfriend. But.. All the sudden she takes off her top and smiles at me (while still driving no problem, which didnt seem odd at the time) so I'm like great! and I move to kiss her. She backs up like what the hell are you doin, and starts sayin: she hates me, only reason she hangs with me is because im friends with her boyfriend, basically just rips into me for the rest of the dream. Woke up after the barrage of insults was over, and just sat in bed for a few minutes like 'what the fuck.' Maybe this just reflects whats been in the back of my head for a long time.. I'm not exactly sure. Never been too spiritual about dreams having some sort of deep inner meaning or something. This one just really got to me for some reason.