You are way young to be carrying so much weight. You can't be looking outward for people or events to make you feel fullfilled. Right now you need to quell some of those raging hormones. There are "ways" to do this, even if you require "professional" attention (nudge, nudge, wink, wink).
Then score some cheap wine and drink until you puke.
With those two hurdles out of the way, you can quit whining and gete back to the task of taking over the world.
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"Regret can be a harder pill to swallow than failure .With failure you at least know you gave it a chance..." David Howard
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