Kramus,
I've actually been blogging for years. Almost a decade now. I have various little caches scattered around the web where I've tried (and sometimes succeeded) to get my thoughts in line.
I have my own website, actually. Just for my blog. Used to update almost daily, but the last few months... not at all. It just hurts. It hurts to go there-- makes me depressed. So I've stopped. At least for now. I think about taking it down sometimes but I haven't yet. Probably should. It feels not quite right anymore.
Manic Skafe,
I find it hard to view most other people as vulnerable. They don't really show it, most of the time. I do need to get my anxiety in check, and I know a therapist would probably help. Good health insurance would probably help more, and I'm working it getting it.
Chinese Crested,
Hehe, it did cause a "Scanners" flashback and make me grin, yes. I also got your message... just collecting my thoughts about it.
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