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I caught up on this thread last night on my phone, then decided to come back today and respond to the new information.
However, re-reading this, I now have a bit of a tension headache from the sheer number of ways that this situation is messed up. I could seriously write you a four+ page essay (single spaced, mind you) on how fucked this is not just from a sexual standpoint, but a social and psychological one.
The only thing that makes this somewhat redeemable is knowing that she's likely going to leave you in a year or two (max) and you'll (hopefully) find someone healthy and look back and go "Wow, I had *no* idea. None. I'm so glad I'm out of that and I'm grateful for the experience but not so much for the amount of money I'm going to have to put forth for a therapist in order to ever feel good about myself again."
Okay, as I wrote that out, it's not that redeeming.
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"You know what? Fuck the moon! He controls our water and our women. I've had enough!"
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