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Well, I couldn't say no to getting back together cause at that moment I was hoping there was still something there. That, and I was tired of feeling like the bad guy and seeing her cry every other time she came around and I said no.
Hami, I did respect her as an equal, but that has diminished which is the reason I wrote this thread. To ask if I was the one being unreasonable.
And no Hektore, it wasn't my intention to demonize her. That's why I asked if I was approaching it wrong. Plus the internet is anonymous which is key. If I thought there was any chance someone here would know who I was talking about I wouldn't have typed it at all.
Lastly Baraka, that actually doesn't sound too far off. I'll have to read into that more before I say for sure to myself, but even if I do decide that is where I think it is coming from I could never bring myself to say it to her. I'd feel like the biggest a*hole ever if I said that to her and then left.
But yes, it is probably time to move on, again. This thread was really more for closure in my own mind I think. I want it to work, but I know that's probably not a realistic pursuit, and I needed something wrote down to reinforce to myself what I'm thinking.
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