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Originally Posted by Cynthetiq
I carried a bunch of shit for 20 years. No one died from mine, but I still carried it with me. It still was something that led me down a path of daily drug use and very heavy drinking.
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This is something I deal with every day. I'm wracked by guilt daily to the point I have anxiety attacks from it. I wear it like a yoke around my neck and it drags me down in all areas of my life. Work, school, relationships, even sex is ruined by the burden I carry. That was the main reason I went into a drinking binge for all those years. Thank god I never got into hard drugs, I don't know if I would still be alive.
Work on this early in your life or it will eat away at you, piece by piece.
You can't let guilt rule your life, somethings can not be saved... especially people.