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This cost is way too high for any human being. Don't let go of yourself to please another. It will only end more miserably. Anyone who's once tried this will vouch for that.

This was your first experience and it may be somewhat normal to feel this way for a little while. Let her go completely so you can begin to move on. The pain you're feeling will ease over time but you must be willing so that the process can start.

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We are always more anxious to be distinguished for a talent which we do not possess, than to be praised for the fifteen which we do possess.
Mark Twain