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Should I even bother using this anon feature? I guess there isnt a single person who knows me in the first place who cant recognise my broken English, random mis-spelling, etc... but of well.
I sort have decided to see how things go on this. I dont think that I could have these kind of feelings on the sexual side of things if I didnt have some emotional ones too.
And maybe I am just being arrogant thinking this girl isnt right for me. I mean, look at me. I am fat, have a big scar across the middle of my face, mising teeth, broken nose, broken hand, am about 10% away from being clinically depressed about 30 times a year... it ought to be her thinking "what the fuck am I doing?" not the other way round.
I think maybe there is a bit of a personality clash if you have a relationship with a very expressive, dramatic, extrovert person with a gloomy, insular, moody, self conscious person... but maybe opposites attract like the song says. Its not like I am completely emotionally cripped and its not like she is compleley mad. Maybe she can lift and energise me and I can ground and calm her to the extent we both end up in the healthy middle ground
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