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I kind of agree with Baraka_Guru. It seems like this relationship is completely one-sided. You don't even know how to define it but you're all about her. You seem to have put her up on some sort of pedistal and only want to admire her.
I think you might like the concept of her more than you actually like her. If the reverse were true, I don't think you'd have posted.
I've done that too, as have many guys, especially young guys. And that's why I know that this next part is going to suck for you. She's probably going to break up with you sooner or later. As much as you may want to grow old together, that probably won't happen. Sorry to be blunt, but, well, it's what I do.
Now, that doesn't mean you won't end up together down the road. "If you love something, set it free." Right? The "break" gives you time to figure out more about yourself and why you're ok with being her doormat. It can't be all about her all the time - honestly that's pretty boring. You don't necessarily have to be alone, but you should be with someone that you view as an equal, not someone that you think is inherently better than you.
Then again, maybe I'm full of shit. That happens all the time too. Just ask around.
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