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Well, I'll tell you what doesn't work--deciding to hang out at your guy friend's house after the boyfriend is in a bad mood and being mean all day, cuddling with the friend, and then letting him put his hand in your pants. That does not work. As a matter of fact, it does the exact opposite of working, building intimacy, trust, support, etc.
Damn, I couldn't have fucked this up any worse. I thought the emotional problems were bad before this, and now they're going to get really bad. I don't know if I can stay emotionally strong enough through the onslaught of his snide remarks and rebuffs. I couldn't stay strong enough when they weren't true. I'm going to have to find a way to get emotional support in a city where I don't know anyone, when I've had really bad training on how to feel worth anything at all--I'm scared.
We should change the subject to, "How to deal with a stupid girlfriend who makes the worst decisions possible instead of dealing with shit."
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