This says it all, but what it means only you know for sure.
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Originally Posted by Anonymous Member
It was a lot of fun and I ended up *feeling* like I was in love with this new girl. However, now that the 'honey-moon' phase has gone, I find myself questioning what I did, a lot.
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Purely conjecture on my part, but perhaps there's some confusion between lust and love? You said the first relationship was a "really good one" with no spark and the second sounds like all spark, from what you've said. Referring to the honeymoon phase being over makes it sound as though the lust has mellowed. How long were you with the second girl? Is it possible you feel guilty because you cared about the first but knew she was leaving and didn't want to feel involved, or allow yourself to work on that relationship?
Just raising some possibilities, based on the info offered. It sounds as though you have a lot to think about either way.
Almost forgot ... maybe neither one's the right one for you. Is there a biological time clock ticking, family pressure, anything like that?