Sorry to hear about your loss.
To answer your question, every person is different. Some take longer then others to heal after losing someone close to them. I can't really say what would be best for you to do, because, again, different things help different people. I would recommend, however, that you don't allow yourself to be shut out from others. We can't always handle everything on our own, and the strength of others can help. Good luck to you.
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