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Hey folks.. just seeking some advice again..

Three weeks ago we picked up a new waitress at work. I saw her application and insisted that we hire her (GM is spineless; no problem). She's nearly my age, a nice chocolate complexion, very short and fit.. very well-endowed overall. We hit it off quickly; we both served in the Corps in '08 and got discharged within a year for medical reasons, and we spent a lot of time talking about it. We've spent hours talking every day, as long as it's slow at work. I already knew that she was married, and it wasn't long before I had to bring it up because she was coming on to me pretty quick. We talked about it like adults, openly acknowledged that she is commited, but agreed that even though she is married, we can still goof around.

She works Sunday and Monday, which are my days off and very slow nights in a strip club. So, since we met I've been going in on my days off, buying drinks and having a good time together with her. We talk nonstop. She constantly amazes me with her wit and attitude. Most beautiful smile.. loves to dance.. She's just one of 'those' chicks, ya know? We sit in the VIP section and mess around a lot, just acting like a couple of dim-witted lovers or something. Wasn't long before I started to miss her during the week, and feel jealous when she's around another guy. I can see in her face that when I'm messing around with another chick (it's a strip club; that's how we pass the time), she gets pouty.

So, last night we started kissing. Just prior to this we'd had another discussion about her marriage. She's happy with her husband, she says, but she knows things are heating up between us. I, damn-near-drunk, told her that that was all fine and dandy, but before she leaves work, she was gonna have to give me a kiss. Soon after, we're going at it in the breakroom.

At the end of the night, I walked her out, but didn't step out with her because her husband was waiting to pick her up. We kissed a few more times, and said goodnight.

I know what you're thinking and you're right: I'm a damn fiend. I know it. I just can't help myself. She likes me, and I like her. Quite a lot. I know how it feels when someone does that with your woman, and I feel like a complete jackass for doing it to someone behind their back. Even worse, I'm worried that she'll let something slip about us and get hurt, because I don't personally know the guy. He might do something like that. Pressing things even harder is the fact that everyone at work took notice of us on day one, and all it would take is for him to make a suprise visit and then somebody let the cat out of the bag.

I just want to know what you guys/girls might do if you were in our situation. Please don't go off on me, I already know it's wrong in the first place. Do I end it now, or let it ride? Do I just avoid taking it any further? What the hell do I do?