I think the answer is simple; its action plan will be the challenge.
As Bill O'Rights has already said, you're distracting yourself and you know it. You're coaxing yourself into inaction. You were dumped, and your coping strategy has involved escapist/distracting activities such as video games and drugs. And when the pixels dim and the smoke clears, you wonder why you still find yourself jerking off to her picture?
Do something.
Start by selling your Xbox and switching to green tea.
Whine about that if you want, but you reap what you sow. No one's going to hand you the life you want.
Your princess is in another castle, and you're never going to find it the way you're going about it now. It could be many leagues away. Get moving.
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Knowing that death is certain and that the time of death is uncertain, what's the most important thing?
—Bhikkhuni Pema Chödrön
Humankind cannot bear very much reality.
—From "Burnt Norton," Four Quartets (1936), T. S. Eliot
Last edited by Baraka_Guru; 04-14-2010 at 07:47 AM..
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