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Maybe you just need a vacation? Sometimes just getting away, waking up in a different bed, in a different town with a different routine can go a long way to recharging your batteries. A routine, especially one that seems practically unending, can really drag a person down. You get bored, careless, and feel almost like you're just sleep walking through life...then you wake up one day, realize it and try to play catch up with you own life only to figure out you can't do that without fucking up a whole bunch of stuff you love, want and need. I know that's hard to do, especially with a family but if it means your sanity, keeping a family together that you love, and not destroying everything you've worked so hard to build over the years it might be worth a try.
Take a week, get away and do something that YOU want to do. Learn to ski/surf and let your responsibiliies take a back seat for just a short time. That might be just enough to recharge your batteries and give you a renewed perspective on your life.
I hope it works out for you, best of luck.
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