ive felt some of the things you've felt over the years. Its a 'normal' to question the status quo, but thats part of life. Many moons ago, i wanted to give it all up and work on a fishing vessel. I'm glad i didnt opt for that one.
speak to a proffesional. By the sounds of it, you may be going through some sort of depression.
Haste decisions will only make your life worse, so have a long hard think about why you want to do it and the effect it will have on those you love. Making decisions in this frame of mind will only cause further heartache.
as for the house, if your wife finds out youve been unfaithful, you might lose more than just half the house, depending on where you live. you'll lose your kids, and you'll live a state of regret soon enough.
IF you decide to go through with your decisions, make only one. Making numerous questionable decisions is a clusterfuck waiting to happen.
but like i said, see a professional now, before things get worse.
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