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help me
dear member,
i want to share you some thing about me.i m 36 yr old marrried male having 4 yr old doughter.i hav been married since last 6 yr.i enjoy sex during initial days of married life but after the birth of my doughter i lost interest in sex.one day about 2 yr back i was chating on internet and some one discuss me abt 3 some.next day a thought came in my mind can i do this involving my wife.as this thought came in my mind i get arroused.than these thought rrecurrently came in my mind every time it arouse me and after that either i masterbate or did sex with my wife with good orgasm.than i became obsesed with these kind of thought.than one i indirectly told my wife she told me what rubbish yr talking.than after few day again i tell her abt it clearly.she ws shocked
.but i kept talking abt it .now she talk abt it but she says its fantacy and let it be fantacy.fantacy cant be reality.i still aroused by the thought that some one doing sex with my wife.
i know this is a kind of perversion .and very difficult to get rid of it,even i dont want to get rid of it becoz this bring my sex life to normal
if you want to say any thing pls comment
thank you
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