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I say worry less and get on with your own interests if he can't be there for you as often as before. I'm not sure I'd go for the 'experimenting with girls' at a point when you feel things are a little unstable. Take a step back and breathe. Give it a little time, a little space. See what happens, in whatever time period you are able to sustain this for.
I do think though, that if he never has time for you, you do have to consider whether the relationship is still a good thing or not. Relationships take work, and either you both make the time for it, or it will ebb away.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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