I say "morally strong" and the irony is I feel very casual about the entire thing. I came from a religious background and I know what I "should" and "shouldn't" be doing. However, I feel no guilt. I am actually very aware of what I need to be doing and don't see sex as anything more than a pleasant distraction. Being seen as an object of attraction by men after having a sexless relationship for two years is quite fulfilling.
Small towns and small gene pools and gossip. I don't want no drama! OK, any suggestions on how to stay friends with these two guys and stop the sex?
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