that "feeling" you describe...
It reminds me of this thing my ex had. Every so often she'd break down and have these "omg everything I know is wrong" kind of reverse epiphanies. Where she claimed to not know what love was, or what the point of finding love was, etc...
obviously a bit extreme, but my hypothesis was that she merely had confidence issues. She didn't feel deserving of love or affection because ultimately she was unhappy with herself, her job status, her lack of a social life, and her wavering physical fitness.
My reassurances only worked so many times before she finally convinced herself that it was really true and we separated and she has since begun the cycle anew. It's merely a form of self sabotage stemming from her confidence issues. If there isn't anything wrong with the relationship itself, it's not that hard to make something wrong with it.
Don't be my ex. k?
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