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Hm. Well, I've been there. I'll leave it at that.
The LAST thing you need to worry about are medical bills. Seriously. Any financial pro dude will tell you this. Towards the end, they often write the shit off anyways. I've experienced this firsthand.
Stop spending your cash on booze and use it on the bills you need in order to survive - electricity, gas - hell, you're obviously paying for your internet. I don't know your situation exactly, but you might want to lose it in order to put the money to better use for yourself.
Lastly, enroll in an outpatient program for psychiatric help. Just do it. The last time I was in, there were plenty of skeptics that were forced to enroll due to DUI's and such. After a few weeks, they were all over the program, feeling better about themselves and their situation. Sometimes, you need to see others worse off than yourself to appreciate what you currently have.
That's all I can really tell you for now. Hope it helps.
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