There isn't much to respond to here but I'm right there with you.
I find that these issues of being guarded or lustful and stupid stem mostly from never having subjected much of what we believe to critical analysis. The old archetypes go unchecked and get us into trouble and in some final desperate act we come to realize that we've burnt through enough people and that all we have is all we need.
I'm guilty as charged, I've done my share of dumb things and I've botched a few relationships. But I'm starting to see that above all, love is the point.
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