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Originally Posted by Anonymous Member
but i cant mask the sense of dread i get waking up every day. i cant mask the constant wonder of what it would be like with a more cheerful person. i cant pretend that i dont care if its weekend, workday, night, day, vacation, slammed at work, its all nothing. nothing really phases me in life because i feel restricted by our relationship. if i could trick myself or my feelings into wanting to be with her forever then i would.
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Sounds like you're blaming your own depression on your wife. Getting your dick wet isn't going to make life worth living again if you're that far gone--it sounds like you're assigning cause and effect where there isn't any:
I am married, I feel numb to the world, therefore it must be my marriage causing me to feel numb.