i can understand the growing up factor of teaching them new things. jewels posted a profound youtube video called 'what is this", and it made me wonder if i'd ever be the old man to my little kid in the video, to show that kind of patience and understanding.
i guess i speak froma selfish viewpoint. that its all about me. what i gain to lose is my independance and my alone time. im used to living in a certain way, which i enjoy very much, and this event will change it forever.
it is this change that im afraid will get me in thinking overdrive, and bring me down. i concede that currently im just thinking about the negatives, but these negatives are the experiences ive had. i was never fond of kids except when i was a toddler myself, so why should it change now?
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