I was the same way for a while dlish. I hated the fact that it seemed like I couldn't do anything or go anywhere when I wanted because I had to make sure that the baby was first and foremost. However, once the baby arrived and as it started to grow, I wanted to take my kid everywhere. I wanted to have him and her around so that I could teach them new things and see how they reacted. I love watching them grow and develop and wouldn't change it for anything. Granted, there are times when we all need a break, but in the end, watching that person develop as a direct result of your interaction is an amazing thing. I went from depressed and scared, to excited and thankful.
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