Jesus christ, I love when right when I convince myself that I should still be positive about things the following "conversation happens"
Me: What are you doing?
Fiance: Just watering the bamboo plant out front that I asked you to water the other day and you didn't
Me: Oh, crap. Sorry about that.
Fiance: (Sarcastic wink) It's ok, you don't do a lot of the stuff I ask you to do.
Me: You really think that? (Noting in my head that this morning when she woke up she wanted breakfast so I ran to the grocery store and made her fruit crepes)
Fiance: Yes, we just have different priorities on what is important. You do stuff you think makes me happy whereas I'm more concerned about things like watering the plants which cost money. Anyways, I'm going to the pool. Bye.
Yeah, I'd say to let this drag on is only going to be more torture for me.
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Something I am working on with my psychologist right now
I realize I am...it's almost a shame thing for me at this stage because I'm a dude. I had problems accepting it.