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Originally Posted by Jozrael
I'll find out in a couple months if I can cry :s
Unless chemo works. *cross fingers*.
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my fingers are crossed as well.
i almost cried a number times today, i was texting a friend about her lost of hope, i was thinking about my life and the fact that i have never loved, or been loved (that i know of, in that wife type of way), that i might not be able to pay any of my bills this month, that i have no idea what to do with my life, that one of close friends might have cancer, and that she wants me to be her 'best man' when she gets married ... and a thousand other things, every time, the door was pushed upon, as if it wanted to open, and then it shut and everything just stopped.
I have a new question: do you think it's easier to cry for yourself or for others? why do you think it makes a difference?