Look ametc, I don't know what your problems are, but whatever they are, I can guarantee you this: someone somewhere always has it better, and someone somewhere always has it worse. Such is life. Seeing as how you've "tried" three times to kill yourself, I've come to the conclusion that you don't want to die. If you wanted to die, you'd put a twelve gauge in your mouth and take of business the old fashioned way. So stop wasting the time of your friends and family and follow through with a decision. I'm not advocating suicide here, I just want you to think long and hard about what you want before you make make a decision that effects not only yourself, but those around you. If I was in your family, I wouldn't talk about you behind your back; I'd tell you to shape the fuck up or ship the fuck out.
Like Cynth said, you are not special. You are a human fucking being on a planet of trillions of human fucking beings, many of whom have the exact same thoughts. What you need is self-discipline and self-control, not copious amounts of sleeping pills.
Good luck mate; I hope you figure yourself out.
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Last edited by FelixP; 06-13-2009 at 10:56 PM..
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